i dunno!! maybe it’s the trials that pulls my excitement
away... maybe i’m remembering all the cries i had from January 2016.. maybe
it's just the fact that they're just excited for me to treat them.. or maybe it’s
just me being crazy..
yeah!! i’m just confused.. unlike the past years that i
always get excited for me to get a year older, maybe not for this year..
last january 1, i remembered telling myself that this
would be a perfect year for me.. but it's not..
oh!! and it’s the day for me to clarify things to friends, say my side about the conflict, and say sorry for
what i’d done (if there are any) for me to be cleared before i turn 21.. not expecting
something fruitful in return, but at least i get to open issues up..
well, despite of the issues, at least i get to grant my
ultimate wish for this year: to have my birthday be celebrated with my ohana!!
that’s cool!! and that’s the only thing i’m excited about.. i'm so excited
to see my mom again after series of surgeries and weeks of staying at Manila!!
:')
and despite of the problems, there are still people who would care to make you smile.. thank you mission club for the flowers!! and to the one who gave jco donuts and serenaded one call away, thank you for making me smile that day!! ^_^
